RISES UP TO
Wedding of St. George & Princess Sabra
(As illustrative of marriage to God)
Beloved Goddess Rasa,
I have been praying earnestly and sincerely to You and Mother God and last night had a wonderful and exciting dream!!!!!!
I was falling - UPWARDS!- through a dark tube - a sort of conduit. As I ascended, ever faster, breathing became difficult. It was pitch black, frighteningly dark and clammy as I was buffeted against the walls of the tube. Then, very suddenly, I was projected from the tube into brilliant, blinding light with soft music playing in the background. Blinded by the light, but unresisting, I felt myself being tightly wrapped in soft, warm silky fabric, rather as if I was being mummified but I could see nothing and "feel" everything - a gentleness and rightness and acquiescence - I felt warm and comforted, not captive, but cocooned in love. At this point I awoke, in a cold sweat, breathing irregular and raspy and very excited. I immediately consoled myself by praying to You and seeking your love and help in understanding. It was 3 am, but I arose and settled on the sofa in the lounge where I meditated on You Goddess, Mother God and Your writings which I cherish. Then, a great sense of calmness washed over me and, exhausted, I fell into a deep sleep. Help me understand this beloved Goddess, for it is beyond my simpleness.
Since I started praying to You I am experiencing new "feelings" - they are wonderful and I feel myself changing. I rush to Your site whenever I can and each time have a feeling of "coming home" again! You will understand these things in Your wisdom and insightfulness - please enlighten me beloved Goddess.
Goddess Rasa, You and Mother God are in my mind. My heart is open for You. Please lodge therein and steer me down the path You would have me tread.
I have never felt happier than now, loving and caring for Mother God and her One on Earth, You my beloved Goddess.
I am and must remain,